Being raised in a legalistic Bob Jones University church, and attending BJU - many disciplines are taught and performed, regardless of any heart change. In some ways this is good, in other ways in cultivates a puffed-up heart of pride. Now older, wiser, and living by grace - I’m kinda burnt by disciplines (but know they are good), but I want to get back into the disciplines to enhance my personal relationahip with Jesus everyday. How do I face discipline doing with pride puffing? I still see snobby Christians - makes me sick; however, I also see Christians who don’t know much about the Bible or how to live by faith. My heart hurts for both - and myself.